Alex Zero
“I Just Want To Curl Up In A Ball And Die”

Seriously though.

I have thought about it for the past few days.
but In all honesty, the only thing keeping me going after I said no one would miss me was the most beautiful words from the most beautiful boy ever;

“I would miss you”

Thats it, regardless of who else or what else, after he spoke those four words to me, I was fine.

I smiled a smile I aint smiled in months, years even.

I just wish I could grasp a hold of this whole situation and throw it all down the drain.

I love him so much.

I honestly do.

In so many ways.