“I Just Want To Curl Up In A Ball And Die”
Seriously though.
I have thought about it for the past few days.
but In all honesty, the only thing keeping me going after I said no one would miss me was the most beautiful words from the most beautiful boy ever;
“I would miss you”
Thats it, regardless of who else or what else, after he spoke those four words to me, I was fine.
I smiled a smile I aint smiled in months, years even.
I just wish I could grasp a hold of this whole situation and throw it all down the drain.
I love him so much.
I honestly do.
In so many ways.

