December 2011
1 post
October 2011
1 post
1 tag
I wanna get high and forget I exist.
September 2011
7 posts
1 tag
1 tag
It's my birthday. :D
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
:D
1 tag
August 2011
5 posts
3 tags
This is the last night you'll spend alone.
Anyone know that one person who tells you it how it is? And doesnt bullshit you telling you it will be fine?
Well I know one of those people.
Who doesnt bullshit me and never has.
I had a bad day yesterday and last night wasnt any better.
I felt like shit, kinda still do, so I sat down talking to this certain person, and they just told me it like it was, but still made me realize there is...
3 tags
"I Just Want To Curl Up In A Ball And Die"
Seriously though.
I have thought about it for the past few days. but In all honesty, the only thing keeping me going after I said no one would miss me was the most beautiful words from the most beautiful boy ever;
“I would miss you”
Thats it, regardless of who else or what else, after he spoke those four words to me, I was fine.
I smiled a smile I aint smiled in months, years...
1 tag
I Just Want To Watch The Blood Drip...
Drip.
I lost....
My fiance at the weekend.
& I have now just discovered I’ve had a miscarriage.
I don’t know what to do.
July 2011
4 posts
Let's go wild! →
2 tags
Say goodbye Im walking out.
So I had to flee my hometown due to violence.
Normally I would have stayed and just fought it all off but in my condition I can’t take the risk.
So that’s never good. But I’ve made a nice new home where I am now, so I’m happy. :D
& I have a wonderful best pal (whos a a dog mind you, but heyho) He’s gorgeous. :) And hes taken a real shine to me, :D Proper...
1 tag
It's all my fault.
I just dunno wtf to do anymore.
*sigh*
I keep thinking things are going alright and then BAM. They’re not going so good anymore.
:(
June 2011
6 posts
1 tag
My Fiance
Has not once let me down.
& all because of some idiotic woman I could be losing him.
Please don’t let it happen.
I can’t live without him.
He’s my life. The reason I eat, sleep & breathe.
I love him.
Always.
I’ll wait forever and a day for you babe.
However long it takes. I’ll be out here waiting.
Always.
When i saw the new dashboard:
processtheprogress-:
myfamouslastwords-:
brendonurieistoogaytofunction:
dreamersofourdreams:
my exact expression.
basically.
this was exactly it.
^
May 2011
2 posts
Me myself & I. 61 Random things you may not have...
1. I’m known as Zero. End of story.
2. I’m 17, 18 in September.
3. I’m Engaged.
4. My Fiance is younger than me.
5. I LOVE Dora the Explorer.
6. My life is so fucked up right now it unreal.
7. I’m homeless.
8. I push everyone away.
9. I self harm. I make sure it’s not noticeable 90% of the time.
10. I love ATREYU & I always will regardless of anything...
April 2011
1 post
I just wish...
That I’d stop being such a whimp and say what I want directly to your fucking face.
Argh.
You have seriously pissed me off.
On the brighter note.
HELLO.
I’ve had an immence weekend including;
Kawazaki ZZR 1400.
England.
Hyosung Cruise II
Massive rolls filled with massive fillings.
Truck driving… well not so much driving it but watching Daddy drive.
Inverness.
...
February 2011
1 post
Le sigh.
Not been on this in ages.
I apologize.
Alot has happened.
& I’ve changed so much.
Ha.
Ti cut it short.
I now dress as a ned (Chav for you english peeps)
I have thee most amazing boyfriend ever ever.
And I’m smoking again.
Haha.
fun times.
xo
January 2011
3 posts
1 tag
Well..
It was my sisters 21st birthday party tonight.
My so called bf was supposed to come.
He didnt.
I’m hoping he had a good excuse
Naw infact ah dont.
Fuck that.
I’m annoyed, upset and very very very very very drunk.
Mhm.
Buckfast, Jagerbombs & Budweiser will do that to you.
Ahahaha.
Aw. Good times.
December 2010
3 posts
myheartwasonlyinitforaminute-de asked: Merry Christmas (:
Fags, Booze & a contract phone.....
Hmmm…. I smell disaster.
Haha.
Well with the booze and the phone.
Not a good combo.
Anyway on other news.
Thinking of getting a new piercing soon.
What should I get?
November 2010
22 posts
Finally got a contract phone.
ABOUT TIME YO.
Haha.
I love it.
(:
Woopwoop. Roll on this weekend.
Things are going awright now man.
Getting there so I am.
Woop.
Also.
I QUIT SMOKING.
OMG.
I know right.
I wonder how long till I crack and spark up haha.
Been up since 8am it’s now 5pm so I’m a tad hyperactive.
You have been warned.
Phone between half 8 and 10am aye?
WELL IT’S NEARLY 11AM.
I’M TIRED.
HURRY UP AND PHONE YOU TOOL.
Lack of sleep + getting up early = a very unhappy Zero
I'd like to thank....
http://fuckandfight.tumblr.com/
100%
‘Cause she was nice enough to make sure I was okai.
Well she asked me what had happened.
So I’d like to thank her on my blog.
For being so nice.
It means alot.
<3
3 tags
My own mother thinks.....
I basically have just left her.
Well don’t I feel like crying
Urgh
Hey guys
Sorry I’ve not been on.
Been banned from my PC for a while.
Back now though
:D
yay.
Anyway.
Come chat?
“Oh my god, what have I done?”
– Feeder
2 tags
Last weekend.
Consisted of a fucking lot of things;
I don’t care if you don’t wanna know.
I need to vent. Ha.
Being ignored.
Breaking up an almost fight.
Constantly arguing
Seeing people I’ve missed.
Being held by one of thee most amazing people ever.
Getting chips (:
Walking home on very wet ground in my bare feet.
Being carried over leaves.
Being scared by Geo.
Getting VERY...
JayJay's baby is due soo soon.
:D
Yay!
I can’t wait.
Gonna be soooo goooooood.
(:
Wee baba katiee <3
Aw. Just pure major awww.
Haha. Sorry I’m over excited.
0h-deceiver asked: take it! haha I can't stand it.
